she told me.....

well today !!!

erm not much i guess i think just figuring

what she told me and what i hav been doing to her

she is just to futuristic thinking

i dont mean she is a high tech chick no no no

its just she thinks more about the consequences and sequels

that worries me...

i luv her just.... she..... still say i need time

yet she talks diferently

smiles diffrently

cares more for me

worries when im worried or make faces

yet.... she still needs time

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

time is killing me!!!!!

im dying... seriusly..

i need to hear yes!

yes yes yes

but when!??

...

every time i look at her it just remind me of amy..

how if she was still.

i cant say that yet.. i still wish..

she reminds me of amy

the one who cared for me.

the one who love me for me

the one and only one i still love...

no doubt if im cring for her

or mournin for her its just the same im always alone....

hehe...

its funny it looks like im neever alone

yet .....

god knows...

im sad
very very very very very sad
why????


sunday mornin rain fallin
i am leavin out on a plane
sharp at 8 o clock evenin
but all seem so shit and piss cause I'l be here all alone without her in
she left me early friday evenin
ohh its hard for me
until sunday I'l be lonely cause i cant get to see her face
till sunday i will bitter all the way
till sunday i will miss her all the way

(Chorus)
oh not no o pretty ooh nas she
darkness she is all i need
comeon rest her bones with me
I'l be home on sunday evenin
ill never want to leave

how to sleep on in the midninght
ooh yea yea
cause its quite in out here
how she smile and make me feel full of joy
to tell me how she loves me in her timid
oh god just let me see her face and all its enough to me
sunday mornin ill be leavin and a got to see her face
till sunday will be alone at here
till sunday i wil need her at here

(CHorus)




so basically im missin her

yet i think i can stand for a week i guess.



hmm what do yo do when people force you to pay debts as soon as they want them
yet your broke!!!
astourshenist !! they are!!!
man!!! shit double shit!!

now im psyco!!!

wawawawawawa
hehehehe

today is like history for ME

i guess there are people who just cant take jokes,
they need a humor juice to give some life to them. yet when she does a joke it works perfectly when i do one it sucks !!! man!! woman just make some problem do they !!

yea and this gurl kHaiRah!! gives punches and beating like im a sand bag or some thing if i retaliate she'll go "aaaa NASSSSSS!!!!" what a shit!!!!

Im PISSED !!!

cant jthis just get any better

just after having tons of expenses to do. how i wish i am a rich guy's son.
imagine u got 1400 buck of allowance then out of that half is thrown away for a jerks debt under MY NAME!!!!!!

that bastard ran away and made me a jackass!!!

i wish to see him dead by the road side or smthing !! it makes me feel PUKING!!!!!

rather.....

got to stay cool cause....
idunno??

just as along its doesnt become people's problem. im cool mine will always be mine i cant make em peoples prob.

so just stay cool