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u know when u get this feeling of uve been abandoned
but when u look around tons of people are still around u
they talk to you
you smile and talk back to them
you get along live life as it should yet...
u dun feel right is like there is a missing spot right there beside you...
you dun want to say it
bcos u can't it doesn't sound right
it looks like ur not being normal
so u tend to act normal
but slowly its killing inside
u get ballistic easily
u loose control of ur self
u cant think straight
no im not talking about a gurl or smthing no
u just cant say it
but it is there
the missing-ness is always there


(click the video bellow while reading it gives the mood to the text trust me it works really)

!@#$%^&*()

you know
i havent been writing much of a blog stuff here
you wanna know why??
well
u wont
becouse
i dont
it seems
holiday is not as what i imagine it is
i just hope it will change
before i get back to ipbl
come to think of it
i dont feel like going back

and i dont know why
i guess i do
but

u shouldnt
i guesss...