she....
guess what i wanted to wish her so i waited untill 12 on 17 march
jeng jeng jeng
tiba lah sesi nk call
1st atempt 12 am 17 march
'tuut no yg anda dail sedang sibuk'
aik sibuk????
2nd attempt
'tuut no yg anda dail tidak dpt dihubungi'
and after a few atempts...................
the last atempt 1.58am 17 march
'tut.no yg anda.... tut.....' i hang up
so dgn hati yg sedih aku pown text lh die
hoping she will read it
then aku ke bilik mak aku dimane ader tv dan air cond hehehe
adik aku tido atas tilam dpn tv
lpas sepak and suwoh dier KETEPI!!!!!!
aku baring dn tgk THE NANNY hehehe
smbil tgk aku ter tido kat bilik mak aku where satu family ade kat situ
3.33am 17 march
dlm kesunyian mlm tetibe
kedengaran ringtone handset aku my boy lolipop
memule mcm xpecaye hp aku....
lh anset aku gak rupenyer
sbab terlalu bising n xnk org laen bgun aku pown jawab,
guess who!!!
dier call
hehehe
S ; hello
N ; sory2 td xperasan tertido then battery kong
S ; xper2 xmarah pown hehe, urm anyway happy birthday nas... (mamai)
N ; sory tau
S : xper2 esok call ok
N ; ok
S ; ok bye take care luv u
smbil aku tgh nk smbung tido
trdengar suare
MAK AKU: spe call tgh2 malam nie!!!
BAPAK AKU : saper2
ADIK2 AKU : abg nie kco org tido lh
dgn selamber nyer aku ckp
S: membe call nk tanyer pasal assigment
MAK AKU ; OOO MEMBE....
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
3 WORDS : START BEING YOURSELF
lately i haven't been writing a lot,
but
lately a lot has happened,
man i cant recap all of them, to many to many to many
yet i am quite surprise that i manage to survive all of them,
im proud man!!!! hehehe
but still
it is still pretty much agonizing, pain to much babe fuh!!!!!!!!!
hehehe
laugh when you cant laugh
smile when u want to cry
being happy when ur freaking sad and mad,
some of you might think man this guy got a hell of a life that sucks!!! everytime he writes its all about problems and problems
i know anybody want to trade shoes
hehe
what am i saying,
.........
i use to trust a fren
trust i mean for life,
now i dont
i dont any more
stab ive stab to many times to many people
13 years went down to drain just like that
i cant find the reason why,
whats life when u got no frens
whats life for when u have frens that cannot be trusted
then why do we need frens, i still have i didnt say i dont
but who can take 13 years from me
they did hehehehe
just like that........
nice isnt it
life is another word for problem
there is no life without problem
so u live with people to share with ur problems these are frens
when frens are like assholes.....
what must i do
and me myself
my type is very covering and pretending
problems are not meant for u to get overreacted with others, pissed of to others, scolding others
that sux,
but no matter what u don to cover ur wounds people still are affectes maybe not harshly but concern-ly, i guess
.......................
dunno what else to say ...
just speechless............
yeah one more thing the same asshole who fucked me, who i still call him my fren, told me something worth for the 13 years contract,
well actually i dunnow what he meat but that was the last thing he told me that for him is the last good thing he did for me
3 words that made me think again maybe he is right,
maybe he is telling something which make sense
still that 3 words still rings in my head i'll never forget it i guess,
i got to do something i guess,
but
lately a lot has happened,
man i cant recap all of them, to many to many to many
yet i am quite surprise that i manage to survive all of them,
im proud man!!!! hehehe
but still
it is still pretty much agonizing, pain to much babe fuh!!!!!!!!!
hehehe
laugh when you cant laugh
smile when u want to cry
being happy when ur freaking sad and mad,
some of you might think man this guy got a hell of a life that sucks!!! everytime he writes its all about problems and problems
i know anybody want to trade shoes
hehe
what am i saying,
.........
i use to trust a fren
trust i mean for life,
now i dont
i dont any more
stab ive stab to many times to many people
13 years went down to drain just like that
i cant find the reason why,
whats life when u got no frens
whats life for when u have frens that cannot be trusted
then why do we need frens, i still have i didnt say i dont
but who can take 13 years from me
they did hehehehe
just like that........
nice isnt it
life is another word for problem
there is no life without problem
so u live with people to share with ur problems these are frens
when frens are like assholes.....
what must i do
and me myself
my type is very covering and pretending
problems are not meant for u to get overreacted with others, pissed of to others, scolding others
that sux,
but no matter what u don to cover ur wounds people still are affectes maybe not harshly but concern-ly, i guess
.......................
dunno what else to say ...
just speechless............
yeah one more thing the same asshole who fucked me, who i still call him my fren, told me something worth for the 13 years contract,
well actually i dunnow what he meat but that was the last thing he told me that for him is the last good thing he did for me
3 words that made me think again maybe he is right,
maybe he is telling something which make sense
still that 3 words still rings in my head i'll never forget it i guess,
i got to do something i guess,
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